cuz I am… cuz I can. soo.. yup. Sorry, (again) internet… hope you’re ready to see my senior year. :) sorry not sorry (is that what I’m supposed to say?)
and now I’m going through pictures. I miss people already… it hasn’t even been a week since graduation!!!!!!
I MISS CHOIR THE MOST THOUGH AWW :’( SERIOUSLY, CHOIR WAS MY FAVORITE :((
Tomorrow officially starts the endless grad parties, and I just keep thinking about how everyone’s leaving. (Almost) every single one of my friends/acquaintances is going to a different college. I mean, they’ve got Wittenberg, Miami, Ohio State, Toledo, Bowling Green, Kent State, Akron U, some place in fucking Kentucky??? And some are staying home (because of their boyfriends, I know.. but they claim it’s for the money…). I don’t know. I’ve already said goodbye to some of them, but what happens when I say goodbye for good? To everyone? I’m not good with goodbyes. I don’t say goodbye. When it’s time to go, I go. No goodbyes necessary. I mean, telling people how I feel is the hardest thing. I almost cried just thinking about saying bye to Fish and Nicole… and I already said goodbye to Jakob. Holy shit. I said nice things.. he said nice things.. nice things are nice, but they make the “goodbye” worse, ya know? Everyone always says, “keep in touch”, but that’s such a lie. No one will keep in touch for that long. I barely talk to half of them now. Keeping in touch is bull shit, and we all know it. We wouldn’t say goodbye if we were keeping in touch. I don’t KNOW.
I keep getting all mushy and gross, but… I don’t know. This seems to happen at night, when I drink tea.
Sorry, internet.

I wish we said “fancy” in America. As in, “I fancy you.” It’s such a more agreeable term than “I have a crush on you.” What’s a crush? Like, I AM A BOA CONSTRICTOR AND I AM GOING TO IMMOBILIZE YOU WITH MY MISPLACED AND OBSESSIVE AFFECTION. “I fancy you” is like, you’re so shiny and glittery and I just want to put you on a shelf and look at you for a while ‘cause you’re fancy.
(Source: aimmyarrowshigh, via mearacle)